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Updates/Heroin Dream

I want to keep a journal. I'd better update here immediately because status updates disappear awfully fast on Facebook. I do it for myself, not because I'm seeking attention or friends. The chances that over 99% of people have had, or still give half a crap about me have proven pretty slim. And looking at them, I can't imagine how I'd possibly care.

I don't want to shoot heroin, though I imagine it'd be great for a little bit.

Two or three days ago, I dreamed I was shooting heroin. It was better than all the descriptions of the drug at its best. It was the greatest feeling I'd ever experienced. All the pain of my shitty existence was gone or so masked by pleasure, it seemed to be. I closed my eyes, cleared my mind; then my senses, myself, everyone and everything is this nightmare excuse for a life, disappeared. It was the greatest thing ever. Then I woke up to my continuing damnation.

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