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Not feeling well. I'm glad I'll see my couselor again this week. It's been a long time. Too long. She had to quit volunteering for Southeast. She says she wants to help me find a new counselor. I hate that feeling of being overwhelmed. It creeps up and then everything seems so hopeless. Then I just sit around, feeling lower than low.

I got a letter from my mom today, saying she hasn't felt like seeing me, because she's afraid I'll say something to upset her. What the fuck? Like I'm gonna try to give her a heart attack or some shit. I've been trying my best to be polite. It's not like she doesn't wear me out either! She gets to going on about the bible, church and god. Always makes my head feel like it's gonna explode! I fuckin hate the mere idea of there being a god. I stay civil in our conversations. Though I always feel a rage building inside me.

OH! It gets much worse with anything to do with being queer, or other GLBT subjects. Couple times I've asked her, "How does it feel to force your religion on people?" She says, "When have I done that?" I go, "You voted to ban gay marriage." "Well I don't think of it like that." "But isn't that what you did?" "What was I supposed to do? The bible and church says it's a sin." "You could have left it blank. Human rights shouldn't be put on the ballot box." We go on and on with all that shit.


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Nov. 1st, 2005 02:09 am (UTC)
Learn to ignore your mother. Mine is a huge Bushie who thinks liberals dont deserve to live. Eventually you just learn to smile, nod your head, and they go away. Its when you want to discuss hings that they get persistent and keep hounding you.
Nov. 1st, 2005 02:17 am (UTC)
My mom will never stop. So I may as well keep going.

A friend of mine once told me, "You'll never be able to live the life you want and please your mother."

Nov. 1st, 2005 02:18 am (UTC)
True, but your Mom has those religious blinders, which make her worst than most. But unless she's a complete fool even she will eventually get the point. Especially since you may be moving.
Nov. 1st, 2005 02:19 am (UTC)
he said that after getting to know her
Nov. 1st, 2005 06:32 am (UTC)
Wow. Your mom sounds like a real peach. *hugs*
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